Behind the Sun

I wrote this song after spending the entire day trying to write something as beautiful as Holocene by Bon Iver. After hours of failure and frustration, suddenly this song appeared, as if out of nowhere. While writing, I related how worthless and empty I was feeling in that moment of failure to how I felt about my love life when I was a bit younger. This empty feeling of dedicating oneself to another person when it doesn’t work out, for whatever the reason.
Lyrics:

And I’m gonna live for another
And I’m gonna mistake her for a lifetime

And then I’ll see orange
Switch channels if I am
The hurricane is over

What should I do with my body?
Behind the sun I fall on my own

And I’m gonna live for another
And I’m gonna mistake her for a lifetime

Just don’t tell me what to do
(And then I’ll see orange)
Soon I’ll be flying over you
(Switch channels if I am)
And Lord I’ll be tired too
(The hurricane is over)

But Lord have mercy
Have mercy on my soul

So I’m gonna live for a lover
And I’m gonna mistake her for another